I sometimes question myself if I'm just too nice. It comes to a point wherein I ask if I'm just too stupid to see the reality or if I'm being a martyr. Do I see that others may be taking me for granted? Do I feel like I'm unappreciated? Do I sometimes sense that what I do will gain me nothing? I actually do feel those often.
I've been praying a lot recently. I've been praying for guidance. It's been a roller coaster ride this year. A lot of ups and downs.
At the end of the day, to be the gentleman, to be the nice guy, and to be someone that will do what's right are the things I was raised to do. That's who I am and I cannot let someone change that. I do what I do because I feel it's what's right.
My Lola always said that if you think it's right and you know it's right, you fight for it no matter what the odds. Even if everyone is against you.